From Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot:
In the painting, the face has
been horribly lacerated by blows, swollen, with terrible, swollen and bloody
bruises, the eyes open, the pupils narrow; the large open whites of the eyes
gleam with a deathly, glassy sheen. But strangely, as one looks at the corpse
of this tortured man, a peculiar and interesting question arises: if this is
really what the corpse looked like when it was seen by all his disciples, his
chief future apostles, by the women who followed him and stood by the cross,
indeed by all who believed him and worshipped him, then how could they believe,
as they looked at such a corpse, that this martyr would rise from the dead?
Here one cannot help being struck by the notion that if death is so terrible
and the laws of nature so powerful, then how can they be overcome? How can they
be overcome when they have not been conquered even by the one who conquered
nature in his own lifetime, to whom it submitted, who cried: Talitha cumi-
and the damsel arose, "Lazarus, come forth", and the dead man
came forth? Nature appears, as one looks at that painting, in the guise of some
enormous, implacable and speechless animal, or, more nearly, far more nearly,
though strangely- in the guise of some enormous machine of the most modern
devising, which has senselessly seized, smashed to pieces and devoured, dully
and without feeling, a great and priceless being- a being which alone was worth
the whole of nature and all its laws, the whole earth, which was, perhaps
created solely for the emergence of that being! It is as though this painting
were the means by which this idea of a dark, brazen and senseless eternal
force, to which everything is subordinate, is expressed, and is involuntarily
conveyed to us. Those people who surrounded the dead man, though not one of
them is visible in the painting, must have felt a terrible anguish and
perturbation that evening, which had smashed all their hopes and almost all
their beliefs in one go. They must have parted in the most dreadful fear,
though each of them also took away within him an enormous idea that could never
now be driven out of them. And if this same teacher could, on the eve of his
execution, have seen what he looked like, then how could he have ascended the
cross and died as he did now? This question also involuntarily presents itself
as one looks at the painting.
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